When I finished my workout, I was extremely exhausted. My face was all red, sweat was dripping everywhere, but one thing that was concerning me was that I had a dull pain in the center of my breast bone. I didn’t think it was a big deal at the time so I got off my bike and continued with my day normally thinking the pain was just my body getting used to the exercise.

Written by Alexander Yanthar

Category: God's Dialogue

Published: 04 September 2018

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Read more: Chapter 9: Experiencing Death

When I asked for the unification with the Holy Spirit, I didn’t take into account how pure one has to be to receive Him. I thought that the nine days I would undergo would be exciting and enjoyable, but I began to suffer great torments instead.

Written by Alexander Yanthar

Category: God's Dialogue

Published: 01 September 2018

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Read more: Chapter 7: Novena for Pentecost

With the conclusion of the novena, I felt a great lightness to my feet. I didn’t feel fatigue or bodily pain anymore and I felt excited to go to Church for the first time since April. I was getting ready to receive the Holy Spirit in the way I thought which was full of glory and joy, however, this was according to what I thought, but not what God thought.

Written by Alexander Yanthar

Category: God's Dialogue

Published: 01 September 2018

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Read more: Chapter 8: Receiving The Holy Spirit

My first entrance into to church after three years was a glorious time. It felt wonderful to dip my finger into holy water, kneel and sign myself with the cross. The beauty of the church hasn’t changed since I last went. It felt that I was back at home and my first target was the confessional.

Written by Alexander Yanthar

Category: God's Dialogue

Published: 01 September 2018

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Read more: Chapter 6: Back to Church